Things have really turned around for me these past couple of weeks, I don't have to deal with the psycho ex anymore, my new roommate kicks ass, I'm seeing this new guy that I've actually known for years and he is really great and we're keeping it really casual for now because I am not ready to jump into another relationship, I've tried writing a little bit more, I haven't been too successful in that area but I think if I keep trying something good will come of it. The only thing that I really have to complain about is that it's been slow at work and since I work mostly off of comission it effects my paycheck. People at work and my family have told me that there is a major difference in my attitude, I just seem so much happier now, and the truth is that I am! I don't think I've felt this happy and free in a long time. Now that my mind has had a chance to relax and not be stressed out I've been thinking a lot about my addiction which is getting another tattoo. I want one so bad I can hardly stand it! I have general idea of what I want my next one to be. It's either going to be my astrology symbol with ivy wrapping around it on my right deltoid or it's going to be a floral vine going up my entire right side, I may have it go up to the tip of my scapula or just stop right below, I haven't figured that out yet. I've been looking at tattoos on the net and have gotten some good ideas for the side tattoo but I may just take it into the tattoo shop and have the guy design it.